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- February 4th, 2009
I feel like a lovesick fool just fooling myself. With no where to go and no one to see. I get my hopes up only to find myself fallen right back down. The anger builds manifested from no region.
I like ow songs reids me of what used to be. I get feelings that come up tjrpuhj my soul. Or the area I believe to be in inner feelings. I don't really know where my thoughts come from. I don't realy know what I want to do with my life. I really just wish I was somewhere off in my head. IN a place where I can call it my own where everyone I wanted was there. I didn't have to have a care in the world and I could just relax. I listen to songs such as What Is Love and it reminds me of my past. Feelings that I believe at this point probably weren't even real. I hate how I lost my only muse in life. I would ike to have feeling again. I want someone to love me but I have to be able to love them back. So its not so much that I want love its that I want to love someone.
And I'm keeping all that nonesense right there as it is because I just typed that fucker with my eyes close. Haaaa.